Ghosts

*I guess, for the foreseeable future, I'll be using this blog for the writing project.  The internet doesn't want to allow me to access the new blog I created.  After the stuff I noticed that was jacked up yesterday and this today...  I'm really not wanting to use that site anymore.

Day 2

I guess it's only fitting that the universe supplied me with something to actually talk about; you know, it just had to sling some shit my way that I'd need to process.

I've made it my life's work to study the process of "getting over it", as I've had a great many things I've needed to process, put away, and move past.  I'm not one of those "I'll never get over it" people that I have minimal respect for.  There's no person in my past for whom I will always pine.  There's no great "regret".  There's no "one who got away", unless the love of my life decides that he doesn't want to be here anymore, in which case, I may change my stance on my prior statements.  Doubtful, but I might.  I don't see that happening, though, so I'll just live my life as it currently stands with my own current reality.

Rationalization is a key factor in my world and in my "moving on" process.  "well, this is what this is, and that is what that is, so what did you really think was going to happen?  It was a bad combination for these reasons and those reasons have nothing to do with you or who you are..." You get the drill.  That one works best for the scenarios in which you were too young and too stupid to know better than to do the things you'd done.  After that, you need to come up with something better for processing the negative situations that keep coming into your life over and over again.   "okay... this keeps happening...  what's the common denominator here... me.  What am I doing, not seeing, or not learning from these situations that keeps them coming my way?"

I had a point when I started writing this, but, really...  what's the purpose in saying names and giving details?

I have to get ready for work now.