How long has it been since I typed a coherent though? Too long, I suppose is the answer ... the only answer ... the correct answer. I should be doing more of this kind of thing. I should be processing thoughts a lot more. I really need to be getting started on this project that means so much to me.
I am, unfortunately, still awake. Why does that always seem to happen the night before I have a vacation day? Excitement over not having to get up? Maybe so. Or maybe I'm just thinking of different things every time. It's true that my mind never stops.
Oh well... that's just what I do. I've been thinking a lot lately about how happy I've been here, where I live now. Truly, I can say with all certainty that I've found myself here. This is the first place that's felt like "home" in a very long time. I'm not entirely sure why that's a bittersweet realization for me. I guess because life "should" have turned out differently? Nah... I'm sure that's not the answer. I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be right now. Nothing can, will, or should change that.
Wow. I'm too tired to mess with this any more tonight. I'll try to be more diligent with my writing endeavors. It's hard... so many new things going on. I've committed to doing this, though, so do it, I must. haha that sounds so ... "wrong".
