Nothing

Day 13

Sometimes, I forget the value of just sitting around and doing nothing.  Today, I re-discovered that.  I had a vacation day from work, and it was SO nice to not be accountable for or to anything/anyone.  I wish I could say I've gained some new insights or inspiration, but I did not.  What I do know is that I feel mostly rested, for a change, and that's a good thing.

I wish I'd had Michael bring something chocolate home from the store.  The toast with butter and grape jelly just didn't do the trick.  Ah well... I guess it's for the better.  I guess I should start early on telling my cravings "no" if I'm going to do this boot camp program.

13 days in, and I still feel I've yet to say anything of substance.  What is this world coming to?  I used to be chock full of words and wisdom.  I guess I've gotten into the habit of rationalizing everyone's behaviors and thinking I shouldn't assume.  Well, you know what?  Some people out there NEED my words.  I have been told that repeatedly.  I just need to shut up and do it.