Day 13: A band or artist who has gotten you through some tough ass days.
Dear Corey Taylor: I love you. I know, we haven't even met yet, but I do, and I just thought you should know it.
I've been a Stone Sour fan for a long ass time, and I've recently become a Slipknot fan. From the moment I first heard SS's first cd, I felt like I had found an answer I had been seeking. I looked long and hard for an artist I could relate to, and I found that in you. No one does raw emotion like you, Corey. No one.
At first, the way you handled anger appealed to me, but now, there is nothing you've sang, screamed, or said that I can't say, "yeah, I've felt that before. I wish I could have found those words to vent it." Thank you for all you've given me. Now, I leave you with some of my favorite lyrics...
XOXO
Dissy
"I'm not broken, I'm not plastic, I'm no whore, used against me use me again..."
"so if you love me, let me go. Run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care, I can't destroy what isn't there..."
"does it make you feel alive I had to die to finally let you go?"
"why can't anybody see what's good for you is bad for me?"
"If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it..."
"Must have been a bitch, must have been a pain..."
"I only wish you weren't my friend, then I could hurt you in the end..."
"I cannot deny that you were designed for my punishment..."
"I'm just a secret now, I'm just a vague illusion, I'm a lie you tell yourself that you never truly did believe. I'm a whisper in the dark, I'm a victim and the killer. I am almost ready now, but you insist I don't exist..."
"tell me I should stick around for you, tell me I can have it all, I'm still too tired to care, and I've gotta go..."
"someone tell me why does any of it matter?"
"now I know I disappear. I can't find my way from out of here..."
"I'm not Jesus, I will not forgive..."
"free my severed heart..."
"I exist through my need to self-oblige"
"my love was punished long ago, if you still care, don't ever let me know."
"all I need to make it real is one more reason..."
"why give me hope, then give me up just to be the death of me?"
"don't pretend that you understand me. I don't even want you looking at me..."
"never had a voice to protest, so you fed me shit to digest. I wish I had a reason, my flaws are open season..."
"do you want to know how many times I tore myself apart cause you're not here?"
"all my life, I've been holding back, consider this my last request..."
"this was something I couldn't have. That just made me want it more..."
and... to wrap it up...
"so break yourself against my stones, and spit your pity in my soul. You never needed any help. you sold me out to save yourself. And I won't listen to your shame. You ran away, you're all the same... "
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