Day 8: Someone who has made your life hell or has treated you like shit.
Really? Do we need to focus on such negativity? I mean, I do have a list about a mile long of people I could name here.
Since I started this project, I've dished out a bunch of bad memories. You know, that kind of puts the vibe out there that I'm still dwelling on it all, and I'm really not. I've made amazing progress over the past 6 years or so, and I'm very proud of myself.
Have there been people who made my life hell or treated me like shit? Yes, there have been. The thing is? I don't want to conjure up more negative memories. What I can tell you is this: There are not currently any people in my life making it hell or treating me like shit. Isn't that what counts?
Before, I used to tolerate so much shit from people it wasn't funny. Now? I see it early on, and I bail. No one gets to make me feel less than EVER again, and isn't that what people who would treat you that way are all about? Making you feel less than they are? People only put you down to bring themselves up. That means they aren't so much to begin with.
So why would I give a person like that attention in this blog? Nooo... I already wish I hadn't given so many others attention they don't deserve in this project. BUT... I wanted to answer the questions openly and honestly. Ah well... I guess I'll do what I have to do, just like I always do. :-)
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