Balance

Day 36

I think I compartmentalize my life way too much.  Only the big areas, though.  I mean, I don't do it over random stuff...  just the big stuff...  you know... work, love life, spiritual life.  Those are the big 3 for me.  It seems, though, when one of those areas are going well, the other two suffer or stagnate.

A while back, I asked the universe if I was allowed to have it all...  you know...  success in all three big aspects of my life.  My answer was favorable.  Now... how in the world do I make this happen?  How do I find a way to balance the three and allow the success I'm enjoying in one area to flood into the others?

Love life?  it's great.  finally.

spiritual life?  I've felt blocked for a long time, but I'm actually starting to work on that.  I really feel like we may be getting somewhere, too.  I'm feeling more hopeful about it than I have in a long time.

work life?  I don't know what to say about that.  I love the company I work for.  I love the people I work for.  I guess I just feel like I'm about to max out.  Kind of like how I felt when I transferred into the department I'm in now.  The one I came from?  there was no room to learn more, do more, get better, or grow.  I'm not claiming perfection.  I guess maybe it just isn't much of a challenge anymore?

I don't know... I need to figure out how to make everything blend nicely together.  I need to.  This isn't a want.  that's for sure.